XI
Title: XI
Genre: collection
Pairing: none
Rating: safe
Disclaimer: Arashi not belong to me u_u
Notes: therefore, like all (?) Know, today is ; the eleventh anniversary of Arashi. On this occasion, I publish a collection of eleven short 'stories', all from the perspective of Aiba, reflections on the most significant events since joining in Johnny's, on his relationship with Arashi in general and with individual States. Some information was gathered from interviews and video, others have been invented from scratch XD
I will not dwell on what they mean Arashi for me. Simply, what happened to me with them I had never happened before. I can never quite bless the day I discovered their existence. ♥ Happy Anniversary
When he found himself writing a letter on Arashi read from a television show for charity, did not know where to start.
just had to ask him that at school he could never write a decent theme, it was not good at these things. Under normal circumstances he would ask someone, maybe Sho, to help him, but the story of the letter was remain secret, and therefore could not ask for advice from others.
He felt nervous, because even if it was never going to write something, it was certain that, once in front of the cameras, would or might impanicato confusion, making a bad impression. Not only that, he would make a bad impression to the whole group.
He sat at a table in her room and stayed for good 20 minutes staring at the first blank page of a notebook. The theme was 'Your dream becomes the dream of all', and thought it suited him to what they were Arashi: At the beginning there were five separate entities, but after five years together had created a strong bond, making a compact marching band together toward a single goal: to become number one.
So he started writing the first sentence, breaking down as they came without thinking too much, but favoring the flow of his memories.
-Nino was my first friend in the agency
-Jun has taught me a dance-
riid drew a monkey
-Sho-kun is always busy-I want to be as good as
Ohno-kun is
-Matsujun ;
kind but scary-I miss the saxophone-
We all thought that the name 'Arashi' disgusting
-Nino did not lend me ever its games
-Sho-kun has shared with me some candy-
I like concerts, I am happy
had drawn up a long list of phrases to fill an entire block, and thought to read everything on the air. In that block there was all that was Arashi, all he had thought he was entered in the agency. There were happy moments, funny moments and sad moments, there were four guys who could not help but love. As to relive those years we spent together, was moved, laughed alone, kept coming to mind many things he wanted to tell your friends, but that until then had been taken inside because it was too reserved to get them out.
Then he took a new block and began to write a real speech, there were many things that meant, but he made an effort to concentrate everything in a few important words. He wanted to tell his companions that he was pleased that there were, who loved him and respected them as artists. He wanted to apologize for the problems he caused during the period of the disease. He wanted to say 'thank you'.
Once finished writing, crying like a baby, he did not know why, it was a mixture of elements: happiness, sadness, longing, gratitude, there was a bit 'of everything. The fact is incredibly crying and could not stop, and had not been drinking even a drop of alcohol. On the day of direct
felt agitated, but since he had already paid its share of tears over the letter, was not afraid to cry again for the tenth time in reading, however, feared an attack of anxiety. Eventually, though, the situation was reversed: even the shadow of anxiety, but the emotion was reached and how.
The problem, it was said later, was the atmosphere of no jikan terebi '24 ': for the entire duration of the broadcast was entered in contact with so many brave and unfortunate people, they felt many harrowing stories, and it was hard not be moved.
And in that atmosphere, after all those things, he had to talk about his feelings, his scar, concealed in the heart of what, he had to say 'thank you', 'sorry' and 'I want good '. Moreover, he had had to do before and Matsujun riid already dissolved in tears, with the other two eyes unusually bright.
And he was always a type of tear easily, what the heck.
He cried on national television.
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