Monday, July 26, 2010

Aeropostaledo Drug Tests

c_h_original @ 2010-07-26T13: 16:00

FOUR
of BuFr

2 - There'll never see them -
Part Two


Rating: VM 14

After meeting with Will, the moral Christian was under the lows.

A part of him took seriously the idea to move again. Away from it all, from untenable situations, and by appointment in the dark waiting for him that night. Another part of him would be content just to shut the house, get under the covers and hibernate. And you try again next year, when perhaps his dignity will be grown back by herself.

ultimately prevailed, however, yet another part, his good character, a person was waiting for that evening, and though he had little desire Christian did not feel or to cancel, nor to leave the poor boy to his fate.

So, almost in a psychological apnea, had dressed and gone out of the house. The sheer terror that was the only one feeling that flowed into him like a wave.

Who has never experienced can not understand the incredible tension that links the stomach of a boy who for the first time comes out to wander in a world without references, a stranger, placing himself totally in the game. Not with a girl, traumatic enough experience, but with an exponent of its sex. It should be easier, and yet the very idea is a stinging poison that inflames the breast. The eyes are male judges without appeal, and the fear of not being equal is unnerving. With a man you can not pretend that you do not have experience, Chris is a rookie and he is totally in the hands of those who get in front of him, completely naked in front of a court, a possible laugh, or contempt, without masks. A paradox, a total act of faith into the unknown.

When it comes to the obelisk, while the sky is tinged with red, Christian believes and prays to be the first. But a boy sees him, gives him a smile and waved his hand. Possible Rick's has also shown a picture of her? Yet Maggie's boyfriend had always seemed a kind so discreet ... Appearances are deceptive.

For a moment, paralyzed Christian. A little 'about the situation, a little' for the appearance of Cooper. My colleague Rick is far beyond that of a type that goes unnoticed. Frost-resistant and short hair dyed pink, five or six piercings on his face. Leather pants and a salmon-colored shirt, short sleeves and tight. It is almost as high Christian, that is not much, but definitely spiccante the crowd. Christian obviously he had imagined a completely different type.

Meanwhile, Cooper makes a huge smile and enthusiastic runs towards him, holding out his hand: "You're Christian, right? Heaven, you're still nicer than in photos on the phone. "

embarrassed, the kid looks a bit 'over the other and mumbles something, unable to put together a sentence.

Despite the striking appearance, Cooper has a face attractive and friendly. There is something about him that puts at ease, as she says, giving a pat on the arm of Christian and an accomplice with a laugh: "Come on, not be so tense. No need, really. Have you eaten? "

now almost silent, Christian makes his head no.

"Well," Cooper concluded with an amused smile, "We can start from there ..."

"So, Chris ..." They were sitting

facing each other in a burger restaurant, partly hidden by their menu. The room was in the same square where they had met, that possibility had allowed quietly to Christian not to utter a word but simply make brief affirmative or not. It was only the early evening and already hated.

He picked up his head from the list, immediately and without specific controls, "Christian. Um ... No one calls me Chris, usually. "

immediately felt like an idiot. There was no need to be unpleasant, but there really was putting the whole.

But Cooper only smiled, putting down the menu and looking into his eyes without hesitation: "Sure ... Christian. I wanted to apologize for bringing you to a place so inelegant, but unfortunately my finances are limited ... "

" There is no need to offer you! "He stammered in embarrassment Christian, and again a second later he would gladly kicked under the table alone. Ten bars to annoy a person to an appointment. Diminish a favor spontaneous was one of the best ideas.

"No problem" Cooper said, with the same amused tone, calm. It did not seem to have no anxiety in the face of that situation. Christian envy so much the psychological condition, probably for him there had been one thousand nights like that. Indeed, a dinner for two was parergli something completely informal.

the waitress came, and Cooper took care of ordering for both, asking the Christian consensus on what he wanted to take. When she had gone with the orders, Cooper clasped his hands placing elbows on the table and leaned toward Christian.

"You look really nervous. More than I expected. I want to say that it is the first time you have an appointment with a guy you do not know, or maybe I have that you like most? "

With hands clenched into fists on his knees under the table, Christian opened ; his mouth, but his jaw was so, in the middle. Admit the truth was too embarrassing.

Cooper then pulled back, docile, "I know that's not me. Probably not your type, I understand that things are in a hurry. But there's nothing wrong with that. Ever since Rick told me about you, I never thought I could really blossom between us something. "

eyebrows Christian moved to form a small wrinkle, quickly recording those words did not even know if he was feeling down, or rejected. Cooper did not understand what he meant.

So it was back to him to continue, "Rick said something to me about you. He says you just moved, and that works much, and I more or less made it clear that you do not have much experience. You know, basically, I have a particular transport situations like these, I do not have the spirit of the ship-to-school. "

Rise, then in front of the expression of displaced Christian continued: "But you're certainly very nice, and I wanted to meet you. If I speak, I'm sure you'd also like him. "

" I ... I'm sorry, "said Christian syncopated" I ... I must not have you made a good impression, right? "

Saying these words, he was gradually deflated like a balloon. But Cooper tried his eye and continued: "Do not get me wrong, I did not want to be rude. I seemed to understand that ... you needed a starting point. You are in a new city, you have to start all over again. I'm glad if we become friends. "

At that moment came the orders. Christian thought he had grasped the spirit of the boy who stood before them, and unconsciously began to relax: "I'm sorry. It's true: I have never gone out with a guy. "

To mask the shame, began to bite into his hamburger. But Cooper did not have rice, had simply nodded.

"You're very cute. You are very small, and so young. And you're also a bundle of nerves, "he laughed," If only I wanted to, you would have a lot of success with men, "then added as a betrayal," Is there someone you like? "How

textbook, the bite of Christian choked and began coughing, with tears in his eyes. He put back the burger on the plate.

"Come on, do not be shy" encouraged him Cooper, who had all the air, while keeping back and doing the part of the essay, the stars having fun a world.

"I do not have much luck in these things," Christian said, lowering her eyes, almost apologetically.

Cooper seems to think a bit 'up, then said: "I did not know what kind you were and whether delivers it, but now I think it's just fine. I have a car, not far from here. Tonight, a few miles, there is a rave party that I would not mind participating. You need to have a change ', no? Well, here is your starting point. And I swear I will not spend the night without you have in your pocket the phone number of someone. "

In a bang, Christian flushed completely and put a hand firmly on the table: "No, no ... I do not feel very ..."

"You you feel all right," smiled Cooper and behind his air of kindness began to emerge something completely different, complicity, cunning and personal desire to make fun of Christian. "You have accepted a blind date, and I will offer you dinner. For the following evening, you are totally at my mercy. "

Cooper had figured out how Christian take, even before meeting him. And just at that moment it began to realize that Cooper and Rick, maybe even with the complicity of Maggie, had been plotting behind the plans much more articulate than he - poor deluded - and had imagined feared.

They were allies for a trap slap.

night while Cooper was now driving slowly abandoned civilization. To his right, Christian is convinced that he was tense in the last place it was supposed to be.

was just an idiot. That same day he had said he wanted a normal life without the supernatural. That would be enough, and now he was devoured by anxiety to a more than ordinary night out.

When he was many hours in the company of strangers, then Christian could not erase the fear of having one of his prescient crisis at any moment. Not a good way to make a positive impression.

Provided that Cooper was actually bringing him to this alleged rave. Drive relaxed, almost playful, after giving the background music. A melodic female voice was propagated in the air in the meantime, the driver continued speaking, Christian and struggled to keep up with him.

"But you see, Airman, it will be fun ... The party will be full of people and there are many that you could be of interest to many ... I know them well."

out the words that deviated from the speeches ephemeral to return to the main point, Christian blushed again.

"What did he say about me Rick?" He finally asked quietly: "That is a pathetic little boy with no friends, who have never gone out with a guy and that the maximum of my existence is read a book or go to the movies with her friends? "

heard him say that with sadness, Cooper had almost not look to keep their eyes on the dark street. At the end sucked.

"No, I said you're a nice guy and very sweet. You've just moved and do not know anyone. What you need new friends, and that I perhaps could be the right person to bring a little 'around. "

" You see, "Christian said with a smile disappointed:" The same thing that I I said. "

"You do not have it written down," Cooper said without batting an eyelid: "O people will think you do the victim. And I do not seem the type. You just fear, no more, and believe me, you are not the only one. We all go sooner or later. Give yourself some 'respite. "

Christian was stunned, speechless. He did not expect those words. He felt something inside himself loose, and clearly for the first time you really want to make friends with Cooper. It seemed someone to be able to ask anything, without embarrassment or fear of being misunderstood. Maybe Rick had reason to believe that Cooper could be what he needed right now. A friend.

I wonder if it was one of three people so important to him had mentioned the gypsy Myriam. Chris smiled to himself to this idea.

now were in full forest area, rather thick. At the same time when, with a start, Christian heard the bass from a music button in the distance, Cooper turned and placed an arrow on a dirt road.

"The party is close to the river," Cooper said only, already bevendosi the noise at night with eyes as if she could feed him. Christian wanted to share this spirit, and stop feeling that sense of impending instability.

sprawling Toyota parked next to other cars. It was a totally isolated area of the world, plunged into darkness, the only evidence of human life that night had to be represented by all participants in the festival.

not just come out of the car, Chris Cooper is queued with the attitude of a chick who is sheltering under the wing of the mother. The latter noticed it right away and laughed.

"Do you want us quite a bit 'of alcohol, believe me. "

" I have not yet twenty-one years, "said Christian concern, moving away.

The fuscia haired boy snorted, "Do not make me think that you've never even tasted a drop of alcohol, or else do not I take you to rave, I'll take you directly to a nunnery. On this evening I give the orders, and do everything you suggest. Ok?

Talk about bad company. But Cooper was always smiling in her ways so that even at that time had the air of a white father confessor.

There was a lot more people than that Christian would have imagined. The music was deafening and the party seemed to already live in: he noticed that boys laughed uproariously drunk with beer bottles in hand, others jostle in a fight, girls who rubbed on the makeshift dance floor with their partners, that couples making out in every corner. I was petrified when he noticed two young men kissing and beautiful clinging to one another, without anyone particularly badasse.

Cooper was aware of his interest and, approaching slyly to one ear of his friend, said: "One of them is Marvin, my ex. He was madly in love with me, you know? It will surely be in love even now. "

There was no shade of resentment in the voice of Cooper. As it plunged into the crowd, the tour leader Christian continued to greet people who reciprocated with warmth.

Unlike Cooper, Christian moved among the crowd as a spectator ghost, which was slightly reassured him. It was barely used to the situation when he was putting his arm around neck and draw alongside a boy who did not know at all.

"Hey Hello" said the voice of the man who pressed him, clearly drunk, "I do a little 'company?"

Surprised, Cooper turned to see what had happened to companion of the evening, then narrowed his eyes in a friendly "Hello Mitch ... Never mind the poor boy has just arrived and did not drink even a sip of beer."

"Your friend is cute, "said These include a fairly muscular guy whose close by Christian had no way to wriggle out of his will. Mitch returned to direct his gaze on him.

"I offer you something to drink? Dai. "

There was no possibility that Christian was able to answer, it was like the ice cream blood. Cooper felt the touch of condescending to rally around his wrist to bring him to safety.

"Give him time," Cooper said: "We got all night and the little I should still set. Before I submit a bit 'of people. "

Obeying docile, Mitch finally broke the grip around the neck of Christian, who was gently pulled away from Cooper. The eighteen year old saw that if he were alone would not have been released so easily.

"You have to forgive, Mitch. It is not so expansive, sober. But you must understand, your air helpless boy spreads throughout the party, do not be surprised to attract all the flies. "

Chris Cooper presented with many faces, many names among his best friends. Some together, they asked him if he was having fun.

was a very difficult question. From when he was with Cooper, Christian did not think of anything more than absolutely necessary if he was already doing. He realized now, with wonder. In a sense, only now understood the meaning of the phrase apparently trivial you need to distract .

There, in the midst of that rave in which he moved like a piece of wood, there was no Christian in the experiment. Only the boy Christian. What he wanted.

"Then," the Cooper murmured ear, making him wince: "Is there anyone among them who might be interested?"

"Oh," uttered Christian, back in alarm, "I do not know ... ... Really ... "

But the other made into a mock exasperation, amused:" Aaah, you're really exhausting ... I know that if I continue to ask you, can expect to grow old. Better if I find a suitor. We're going to try again Mitch? "

providentially The conversation was interrupted by a girl who appeared before him in their with a smile and a tray float: "Would you like a jelly alcohol, boys?"

"Yes, it will be better .

Without even asking Cooper took two, and made a gesture of handing a Christian, who vainly shook her head in a gesture of polite refusal. But Cooper did not hear reasons and reached out his hand, leaning on the small glass in the chest.

"Tonight is the your mercy in every way. Your needs come before mine, but I know them better than you. Swallow. "

Mechanically, Christian picked up the glass with white jelly, not at all sure even really want to drink. At that moment, behind him was the sound of electric instruments that were granted, and the look of Cooper seemed distracted by what he was saying to rest as well as Christian.

"Look, tonight the band plays one of their pieces."

"The group?" Curious asked Christian, turning slightly.

"Yes, they are very good," said Cooper, approaching a lively Christian: "Among other things, their guitarist often frequents the Clover, and a couple of times they have played there too. It is very nice, and fortunately for us he likes boys. God, how I would like a ride. "

Christian's eyes were absently past the skin of four boys who were giving the tools to hang up, electrocuted. His quickened heart rate, and gasped, recognizing immediately the profile of the boy. The thin reddish hair that caressed her face, legs long and slender, the natural elegance and subtly masculine young. The damn air of a James Dean with long hair and bright face.

Tyler.

While they realized that name in the head, the eyes of the musician stood up, that look almost drawn to watching him. At first curious, stood with an enthusiastic astonishment in the face. Time to process information, and Tyler already climbed over a jump with the speakers and amplifiers running toward Christian.

"You!" She said, stopping in front of him and Cooper, second floor, looked stunned: "Christian!"

Embarrassed, he raised his hand in sign of greeting drive; wanted to smile, but all that came out was a kind of light grimace.

In contrast, Tyler had the joy in his eyes: "I never expected to see more. In fact, I was as convinced that you really did not exist ... That maybe you were a sort of spirit guide appeared from nowhere. No one could tell me about you. "

Without waiting for Christian to find anything to say, intervened Cooper senza nessuna remora particolare: “Voi vi conoscete?”

Tyler, che era abbastanza alto da sovrastare entrambi di tutta la testa, annuì con dolcezza e disse: “Ci siamo incontrati una volta sola. E Christian mi ha salvato la pelle.”

“Come…?” fece Cooper non facendo segreto di un’onesta incredulità.

“No” si affrettò a dire Christian, spaventato, mentre i suoi occhi saltabeccavano da Tyler a Cooper: “Non è così!”

Nobody had to know that kind of thing. Tyler looked at the situation and did not lose its look of pure light.

"We play an hour and a half. Want to take a ride with me? "His eyes moved on to Cooper, worried:" O you trouble? "

Christian was too naive to know, Cooper lived on the contrary that question as a clear language code, and said quickly: "No, no, absolutely! If you want it all for you. Do not be no problem. "

" Co-like? " Christian disoriented whispered, approaching more to his friend: "But I do not want to come too? You said ... "

" Do not joke, I also have to do my rounds. Indeed, they are lighter as well, "said Cooper insinuating, although Christian was still too naive to understand. In one gulp he swallowed his alcoholic gelatin and left the glass in his hand to his friend: "My dear, see you on the ride home."

looked Christian Cooper away and thought that it was lucky that he had a driver's license. For a moment he wondered if the real purpose of the boy, rather than help him, was to have a sober driver to return. She sighed, throwing both glasses in a basket that was still holding, that the full and empty.

Then, hesitantly, he turned to Tyler: "So ... Where are we going?"

The nice boy smiled, reciting what anyone, instead of Christian, would consider the magic words: " Where there is less chaos. "

docile Christian Tyler, no questions asked. There was no way to decipher the situation now, I might as well be dragged. The guitarist first came to his bandmates, he took two cans from a box and handed one to Christian. It was lemonade.

"Of course I do not bother you?" Asked Christian and everyone in the group greeted him with a nod and a smile. But Tyler kept walking, expecting to be followed by him.

"Absolutely not, indeed. There are days ... Oh, I would not say something stupid or you take it the wrong way. "

Christian quickened his pace in an attempt to keep up with the other:" What? "

" It ; that you are appearing from nowhere in the dressing room of the Silk Palace. Then you're gone, nobody knew who you were or if I worked really there. No one had seen him around but me. And in this short period of time between appearance and disappearance, you saved me life. I began to really think that was my guardian angel or something similar. One of my personal hallucination. Now it is almost more strange to see you here, as if nothing had happened. "

had reached a small hill that separated the yard from the dense forest of rave parties, where couples went to the burrow. Tyler sat on the grass, the view addressed to the party, and Christian did mechanically the same. From that point of view, in fact, the mass of humanity was almost visible as the crow flies.

Eventually the boy looked for the words and the musician said: "You're wrong. It was all a case ... I have got there by chance, and I was able to help a lucky situation. Nothing else. "

There was sadness in his voice, he recited the usual script, now known by heart. Tyler looked at him curiously.

"You do not really worked there, right?"

Christian gasped, caught live on, looked for a valid excuse: "It's a long story."

"Never mind," Tyler tried to raise it again, driving out the problem with virtually a wave of his hand: "I do not care to know. Of your concern. The point is that you saved me, and I ... I could not even thank you, "she smiled, thoughtfully," Actually, I had taken almost taste, to consider a kind of magical appearance. But I'm glad to see you're flesh and blood. "

Embarrassed by the situation, Christian, as usual, did not know what to say. Slowly drank the lemonade, thinking that he should not be the best companies. Too worried by the change the subject from anything even remotely implied that his extra-sensory abilities, could not concentrate on anything else.

And of course, it was not just that factor. Tyler was too attractive to talk to him with due naturalness. Like the first time, Christian seemed to come out of a photo sixties. The beautiful and damned artist, with a smile that just lit the fire of his eyes. It was impossible not to hypnotically follow the line of hair that came down just below the neck, who gathered behind the ears, and he often ordered and ruffling her fingers, although those tend to fall on the front face.

"So ..." Tyler said, trying to strike up a conversation, but vaguely interested: "You and that guy you came to the party you are not together? "

received the request, Christian churches quickly that guy was talking about. Then he stammered, "Cooper? No, he is a friend ... That is, in fact we met only today. We had an appointment ... "

" A date? "Echoed Tyler frowning eyes.

"Yes, this is also a long history of" Christian sighed internally broken having to use quell'escamotage for the second time, giving the idea of not wanting to share his business with Tyler: "He is a friend."

"For now," Tyler said in a simple, almost tease .

Christian blushed, then he tried to explain: "There seems to be that, his plan."

"And yours?"

The boy tried to think: "Not mine, I think. In any case I have the impression I want to fix ... "

He said this as if talking to himself, and almost did not believe to hear it really go out of his mouth. He stopped, wanting to sink. But Tyler laughed in a way that warmed the heart, without any mockery in its tone.

"You know," she found herself explaining Christian, slowly feeling more at ease: "I have recently moved. I think Cooper will only help me to settle. It was very nice of him to want to spend the evening with me without any personal gain. "

Tyler was silent, nodding. He looked long the show of people laughed and enjoyed surrounded by the few lights of the rave, thinking. He spoke after a moment.

"Well, if you like, I'd love to become your friend too, Christian," she smiled, no shadows, "I think the minimum, after what you did for me. You ... "she hesitated, laughing:" My angel. "

Christian's heart quickened immediately and for a second was found only aware in a rational way of risk to be born within him some illusion. The one thing that Tyler had told him it was too beautiful, too out of place, too white to be true. Yet the face of the guitar had never been so absorbed and unmoved, until that moment.

He wanted to say something, but hesitated, noticing that Tyler was charged as, remembering something, like wanting to hold, hinted involuntary and random place one hand on the Christian leaning grass, and the other looked for something in the pocket of his jeans.

At that physical contact Christian had a thrill so strong that he thought that even if they had noticed Tyler. He felt sorry for himself, thinking that years of abstinence had now taken the control of their bodies.

But Tyler did not give any clear indication, it seemed only satisfied when he took out four pieces of paper and showed them triumphantly, "Behold, I have four tickets ... Take it all you, come on, and bring whoever you want! You have to come at all. "

Tentatively, Christian grabbed them, using his hand on Tyler which had supported his own. Even in those moments was so insecure as to make clear body language, so quiet that Tyler had portrayed his fingers, no resistance.

"For what are they?" Chris asked, looking concerned.

"day after tomorrow we hold a concert at Pittbull. It is a pub, I do not know if you know it, but there is the address on the tickets. If the sky it will this time be able to hear us play. "

" Thanks. "

Tyler bent legs, leaning his arms. He wore a denim jacket, but maybe he was cold, because her dress was still light for an autumn night.

With the complicity of silence challenging Christian's heart began to throb. It was too much for his nerves unprepared, nice guy, cheerful and polite. Looking at him as if she really loved him.

But then the heartbeat of Christian turned out to be something different, more painful, and his mind clouded, for a few seconds. An icy sweat began to appear all over his body.

A hand grabbed the arm of Christian, firmly, and managed to bring him back.

"Are you okay?" Said a frightened voice. Tyler was back, and there was nobody else apart from him, near Christian. But he still felt bewildered, frightened. Do not flinched at the touch of Tyler, but he looked around frantically, trying to recognize a territory, a form just seen. Then, in a time that seemed endless, the past.

"That shed," he said, pointing. His hand was still trembling.

hang from his lips, worried for his strange behavior, Tyler turned back and said, "Yes ... I believe that hunters there tenessero tools, once ..."

'C' is too much noise ... "he murmured Christian shivering:" I do not feel anyone ... "

He sprang to his feet, knowing that he would be going. That he was the only one who knows. Tyler rose more indecision, thrilled, frightened by the behavior of Christian. He understood that something was wrong, and strangely he also sensed that it was not a Christian per se, but something about someone else. In a sudden resolution, Tyler decided to run his team and ask for help.

For this reason Christian at one point was no longer alone, and not notice. He felt an immediate sense of gratitude, because for once could rely on aid. He walked in great strides, almost running, shooting toward the shed, and walked around. Behind the exact image of his vision: a girl in tears, held in place by four men in an unnatural and painful position, torn clothes, blood on the side of his mouth. The cry that burst from the lungs, but that was so stifled by the loud music of the rave as not to be heard by anyone.

Locked in the same image that had appeared before his eyes in a trance, Christian was paralyzed for a moment. The time to see someone behind him was taking forward action: Gunfire Wings were the guys in the band, which was part of Tyler, in a move that immediately ran forward to help the girl. Nobody could see her, no one could save her, if Christian had not circumvented this shed.

The four attackers threw up their heads almost in unison, and the immediate reaction was to take flight. But friends of Tyler were too close, and took them. Other people came. Someone gave relief to the girl in tears. Christian remained mostly stagnant, motionless, fixed to look like a court scene from hell.

building as him, a few steps back, Tyler shared the general shock. His eyes, however, did not remain fixed, but by traveling feverishly animated scene and foiled the rape out of control now to the shape property of the boy who had broken through the wall where evil is protected.

He saw Christian

take and go, and when Tyler did not find the energy to move too, too incredulous. Later, he searched for a long time Christian, but could not find it anymore. He had left the party.

While driving, fighting the Christian guilt have gone without saying anything to Tyler. Without a greeting, a nod. Only with the tickets in his pocket. Absolutely had to use that excuse to redeem at least a little.

Cooper was able to pick up almost by chance, between two guys that you rub on him. It was already full of alcohol, and had not noticed anything. Most had not protested when Christian asked him to leave. Now Cooper was dozing in the passenger seat.

It happened again. It was the proof that, even when Christian could in order to distract you really could not escape. As soon as the pain, tragedy, evil manifested themselves around him in some way, there was no way to stop his visions. This time it was successful with only a few minutes early.

He could feel the desperation of the girl, deaf to the idea of fear not come out whole and what they could do it, the helplessness of not being master of its own body, even the flash of wonder with that face that could give pain to their parents. Christian did not know about that girl, but in a short amount of time he had shared his feelings in one of the worst moments of his life.

could not go on like this.

I wonder what he thought of Tyler. If we now knew that it was strange that he still wants to see your concert.

"Hmmm" Cooper muttered, half waking: "How did it go with Luke?"

"How?" No Christian churches recognize the name.

With sleepy voice, said the other with closed eyes: "Come on, Tyler Luke, that's the name. You have not even presented? I did not think I went straight to the point! "

" the chase? "Repeated uncertain Christian, then rebelled:" Come on, we just talked! We met only once, this came to greet me ... Nothing. "

" I was seemed to greet you with a little 'too much enthusiasm, "said Cooper awakening of all:" I am convinced, indeed. I immediately gave the idea to be especially glad to meet you. For this reason I have wanted to go. Sure ... If you were just talking ...! I was expecting something more, I admit. "

Christian stood silent for a moment, for some reason, suddenly felt the need to speak with Cooper, to adapt to his own mood, saying, depressed," Tyler as one can get better. "

Cooper smiled, satisfied: "Sure, it's a great cool ... It has virtually all the beauty and charm of a model of a musician ... If you look at him seems a kind of fusion of Travis Fimmel and Brandon Boyd."

"Eh?"

"The point is that if you have a chance with someone like that, and you let her get away, you are stupid, Christian. Give yourself a little 'to do. "

Driving, Christian said with a small puff of low confidence. In the words of Cooper as himself. Enough stupid to pass up the best, he usually had it all right.



Sunday, July 25, 2010

Sorority Initiation Note

Zutto Zutto ... Mega


Post rather Cortina!
concerns of relatively quiet days, but instead add a video ohohohohhoho

July 13, 2010 Japan

This was the day when we went to the Edo Tokyo Museum.
I will not elaborate on the very day, as we saw a museum was interesting XD But reconstructions

town and rooms were wonderful! And I Zucchi we also sitting on a buggy and move into the Meiji period in

a perfect reconstruction of a house in the same period! For the rest
abiamo did what makes a museum, watch and take pictures XD

July 14, 2010 Japan

Prior experience in a Japanese karaoke! I must say that I could not wait *___*
The only flaw is going to be there with a group of Chinese school who have bombed the computer of songs that

wanted to sing them, with the result that we poor chula we have spent years to understand how to use the

select-song , we were able to sing only occasionally in the middle of the myriad of Chinese songs XD
be stressed at times like the letters of Full Metal Alchemist, beautifully executed by me and Ste uu Leave out all the

rest made by me , Zucchi, Mouse and Giadini (even though initially we have taken note too high and the first verses were a

slaughterhouse XD) and then me and courgettes which we sang the 5x10 Arashini *___*
and what hours I also offer the video! muahahahahahahaahah

(ps: this is the day on which old internet has put us in the house! then a round of applause for the old XD)

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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Jeff Hardy Painting Games

c_h_original @ 2010-07-24T22: 13:00

LIFE

of Sammael_Belial


Terror and Salvation



Rating: for all.

"What are you doing?."

Adel and I reassemble it in haste and bowed his head following the example of Syria. It is the sovereign, but his advisor - "intimate" my father would say - and it is young and handsome, though his haughty tone of reproach me immediately makes him obnoxious. Commands us to continue our work coolly, before delivering a blow to Adel, still by my side. She hits him on the shoulder.

seems to me that for a second everything was black and gold face, and perhaps is a reflection of the precious jewels in the room, maybe it's the morning light hitting the mosaics on the walls, Maybe I'm so angry with that dirty minions do not see each other anymore.

is taller, stronger, more robust than me and I'll even into old age, ten years older. Almost a man. And I, practically a child.

But I do not care, because Adel was also affected because of me, and my best friend and I love him, and I can not tolerate the sight of her silky skin that is darker than usual because of the man.
Launch my cry of war, crashing into his legs, and I'm hurting. I hurt my hands when I start to use them to pummel each area of skin that I can achieve. Of course, no man takes a long time to get me by the hair and stop. Scream, because it seems to me that the scalp is separating from the rest of the body, but do not stop squirming, kicking and clawing the air like a hanging. I shy away with ease and landed on the mosaic floor, hard and painful as much as they are beautiful. Gemo, I hurt her arm, and I seem to have his head split in two. The last What I think is that for my impulsiveness, Aram and Adel now have to clean all the blood that has stained the floor.

I hear voices. My mother is begging. Is there someone who holds my head, based on the soft feel. I open my eyes and face the difficult distinction of Adel, on the contrary, they are looking straight ahead with that look too serious for a child of ten years. But he has dimples on her cheeks, because her lips are narrow and tight. With the strong desire that he do the same, I smile, before realizing what just happened, what I just did.
"It's just a baby, please ..." I hear my mother. She's crying. My mother is crying. And the reason can be one and one only.
I'll hurt.
I'll hurt, and I took the blow ruining the ground could be compared to the tickle of Adel. I know. I feel it in my hands, beginning to tremble. I attacked the beloved of the god king, and despite having only nine years, despite not having done absolutely nothing, I will be punished.
I find the strength, despite the fear, to lift her face to see who else is in the room. The courtier is screaming, my mother continues to plead, Adel observes the scene with the utmost seriousness. I can not understand what they are saying, what is the man deciding on my life, and it throws me into a panic even more.
And then, silence falls.
"Hesìam, what happens?".
This entry, I feel it is my salvation. I turn my head just in time to see the king, the god, the ruler of Persia, down the steps with calm and elegance. And what amazes me, how surprising is it looks simple, clean, pleasant. And her voice, so kind.
"Nothing, Kiyan ' replied the courtier, bowing his head.
I feel the trembling hands of Adel on my shoulders. I would tell him to feel comfortable, that the king is right and that everything will be for the better, but the dark eyes of the courtier incinerate me as soon as I open my mouth, I had not read his mind. Wants me dead, that rusty blade *.
Then the king turns to look at me, calmly, as if her were a casual gesture. His white robe and golden waves gently move his motion.
She looks at me and smiles.


Friday, July 23, 2010

Wording A Church Anniversary Ad

c_h_original @ 2010-07-24T01: 10:00

LIFE

of Sammael_Belial


and Rebirth Dream




Rating: for all.



I'm naked, but the hot sun rise over the distant mountains and drive away the cold night. But the ice is in, and nothing can take it away. A rhythmic rocking cradle me, but I can not be quiet. I cry. Who is this man? What do you want from me? It keeps me in his arms and looks at me with tenderness, but it scares me. His hair is dark and shiny, like his skin and his eyes. The beard that covers the lower half of the face seems spiky, curly. It is unlike any man I've ever seen before now.
The swing continues, and eventually I fell asleep.

You're not my mom. This woman is my mother. Where am I? What happened? Where is my mother? I cry. My mother is not there, and I get the feeling that not see her again. The woman gently rocks me, shakes my chest, I say I'm his, his, hers, its Kamal, his answered prayer from the gods, the result of a divine gift that brought me into his arms. It never ceases to cradle and kiss his forehead. As a tear falls along its dark face, rigandole cheek, I fall back into sleep.

a bed set up at the last minute is my bed. From time to time - perhaps dreams, perhaps remember, maybe the joke half asleep - I open my eyes and I see the face of that woman. That is not my mother. But he loves me, and I know because me whispering all the time. She loves me, his, her, her little Kamal. Too tired to even whine. Feed me, I tuck the blanket of white linen around the body, caress me, watching me. I close my eyes again.

This time I open them really, and it is day, and today, it is now and it is life, real life, who pulled out an age and I am confused between pours other children. Are dark, small and in the flesh. Not me, I'm different. I see them look interested in my blue eyes, my skin white. But I do not drive away. We play together in chase, and I try, when I'm gone. They are calling me in front of the house and scream my name until I put my head out the door and I follow them with a laugh.
"Kamal, Kamal, Kamal."
attract them, charmed them, draws them around me as if they were insects, and I the flower. A flower that has thorns, it's just been born, but grow. Obey everything I say, do what I want. Follow me running in the market, but my legs are longer, more slender, more of them white. I sow them and rebuke them and cast them welcome, to my taste. I
seven years, and I am the master of the world.
A world that is the village around the palace, the houses small and tidy, welcoming. A world that is in the arms of my mother, and even those are small and cozy. I have not yet applied because they are so different. From you, from my father, by all. But there's no need. "You're a gift, Kamal. The gods have given us the gift of the most beautiful son. Perfection. Like your name. " I repeat it often, and in my mind of a boy I think a god. I will go soon to work as a page at the palace, with others, with my mother. It will be fun. I see the king, my father rarely appointment with such respect.


I have nine years, and I'm cleaning up golds in entrance hall. With me are Aram and Adel. Adel is my best friend, is the only one who can hold me head and when we play to land the fight. It made me bite the dust, and then we are inseparable. He has a year longer than me, but sometimes it seems that he has many, many more. Her look is so different from everyone else.
He gives me yak on his skin, greasy oil, which was cleaning a glass inlaid. And he laughs. Ride. He doubles over, holding his belly. And it's so beautiful when she laughs, the two tiny dimples appear on the sides of his mouth. I would stay to observe it, but revenge and play and need to take it in bites become unbearable. I launched against him, cried out that when we beat and our battle hymn. Aram plane ride, but does not take part in the game: he knows that is not good to interfere between me and Adel, knows that we would end up ganging up against him, so small and frail. It is quiet, as its name.
For a change, Adel unable to land. Has not stopped a moment to laugh, and when he sees that I'm gasping for the game and I need to catch my breath, it launches on my waist, putting in place what I wanted to do myself, or take a pinch. But it is a pleasant torture, at least until my laughter can not reach the ears of a courtier of way.

Mount And Blade Bin Files

c_h_original @ 2010-07-23T19: 29:00

LIFE

of Sammael_Belial



"Li attract, fascinate, I draw them around me as if they were insects, and I the flower. A flower that has thorns, it's just been born, but grow. Obey everything I say, do what I want.
follow me running in the market, but my legs are longer, more slender, more of them white.
sow them and rebuke them and cast them welcome, to my taste. I
seven years, and I am the master of the world
"


Genre: Angst , homoerotic, Introspective.

Rating: vm 17

Ended: Yes [To post]

List of Chapters:

Terror and Rebirth Dream and Salvation
Victoria and Family
Duty and Desire and Need
Pain

Purity and Jealousy Love and Death and Revenge
Lack
Remembrance and Grief
Treason and Intermezzo
Nightmare
Loss and Hope and Eternity
Surprise and Defeat

Pickles And Ice Cream Baby Shower

screens at junctions


New post, wonderfully late! But that world would be if I had not killed my own PC and now when I had to use one of the Rat? XD what a world would be boring, Yeah ... ok,, just crap XD

11-12 July 2010

We went to Akihabara! !
I decreed that the neighborhood is bad, especially if they are in the mood for XD otaku plus loose my soul by nerd (especially the desire to have a damn console to nerd ... and say goodbye to the time spent study would add!)
Here I bought a electronic dictionary so cool that made me the failure because I had no idea how to use it! Why being right for the Japanese, the most we have done for the English instructions was a sheet of A4 duplex = _ = (in Italy but in a very short 'do struggle to find the instructions in Italian, when you are confident that the you'll find in "Burundi").
Fortunately I am learning to use it, thanks in particular George who enlightened me immensely revealing how you can find the readings of kanji.
For the rest we found a hole in the shop where they sell the last dvd of Arashi to 5000 yen (5800 yen cover price, ok just a difference of 800 yen, but mica suck XD) and then a FULL action figure of Death Note. Obviously I have not been able to find the second store, so I had to say goodbye to the mini action figure of The pucciosissimo, remembering how that was still good for my wallet. For the store with the DVD Arashi thinks the zucchini to find it again XD.

essential Note: the big screen at an intersection that sent the video of DBSK MIROTIC. Uu are beautiful things


The next day we went to Ikebukuro, a huge shopping mall which absolutely can not remember the name XD at this point I'm noticing that when I'm in Japan, my memory has deteriorated significantly ... probably having to think about a lot of things like speaking Japanese and English (often simultaneously) and think about where to go and take that train takes too much space XD
In any case here we delighted with a wonderful little shop dedicated to gadgets of Miyazaki's films (there was nothing of the Castello Errante though! this is the mafia!) and I got a doll of Jiji *____* (for those not familiar, is the cat of the movie "Kiki, home delivery).
For the rest there's not much to tell, apart from the fact that we managed to lose by taking the stairs furniture that have brought us into the meanders of the building unidentified XD

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Mermaid Melody Locket

c_h_original @ 2010-07-22T22: 53:00

Sammael_Belial


Profile
Actor - primarily: need for and nature.
Writer, necessity and self-centeredness.
petulant cat rolling for want to do it.
many other things, 'cause this is if you like.

stories published on Chelsea Hotel
Life
, thirteen chapters. [Publication in progress]

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Contact
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c_h_original @ 2010-07-22T14: 44:00 I'm sorry

FOUR
of BuFr

2 - There'll never see them - ; Part One


RATING: VM 14


Christian Airman changed often work. During his high school years was used in a pet shop, in a video store, a bookstore, and his parents held us who were independent. Since he graduated and moved to the metropolis, he had no choice in her condition, she could not afford to study continuously, pay college tuition. It was already so much being able to keep a job.

Airman Christian was an experiment, not by his choice. Meant to be in possession of paranormal powers: in his case, visions of the future that are hindered by the reality of everyday life such as hallucinations. Often, they were images of dramatic situations, dangerous. As if they were induced to dall'esplodere emotions too strong to be contained. His parents knew, but no one else could tell them apart, the rest was only the figure of the nerd, even disturbed. More than once he had been fired for having combined a mess because of his premonitions.

The problem was that, apart from the power to foresee the future, to another without any control on his part, had no other gift. Indeed: Christian was below average for his age. To be a male had the physical strength of a sick chick. He had never been good at sports, or agile, or fast running. As he had not yet been arrested was a mystery. Not was able to save anyone short, nor to be a hero.

Yet there he was forced to curse those who had strange powers. He had no allies who understand and support it, had not yet found a way to exploit his psychic powers that prove to be more constructive than just do everything myself and often go mad.

was not even a gift, but a tare. Christian's paternal grandfather was not human, he could do whatever he wanted, denying that branch of the family, but a quarter of his blood was supernatural. And if, unlikely assumptions, the boy had One day into the world of children, sent to the Tara for generations, until it was dissolved.

Working in the big city had proved more difficult than expected - increased the risk of major incidents, and the fire near the Silk Palace it was a test - but for now at least had managed to keep the workplace. His last hallucination had occurred shortly after removing from his turn. Had gone well.

He took a couple of orders at a table where a boy and a girl sitting on the same side, clung to each other and smiled. She was a good friend of Christian, Margaret, a sweet, cheerful, a bit 'dizzy. In the seven years that we knew, had never understood the reason for the strange behavior of Christian. It was the only one of his friends he had left: in fact she had moved a few months ago, in his case to follow her boyfriend, Rick, two years older and now sitting next to her. Over time he became good friends with Christian, worked in a transport company.

"Are you sure that you can not sit a bit 'with us? At this time there is a lot of people in the room " she said, turning to Christian.

"Perhaps it is not the case, Maggie ..." he said in a whisper, almost in an apologetic tone to it.

But the boy's shoulders rose the voice of Michelle, the woman who ran the diner: "Sit down with your friends too quiet, I can handle the situation. If I need to call you. "

Christian nodded, surprised, given that Michelle was a woman of temperament gruff and stern. He had about sixty years: it was not bad, but quite demanding. If you said there was no problem, it was probably true. Was not doing a particular kindness.

With a sigh of relief, Christian sat in front of Rick and Maggie. They were a lovely couple: she had a face soap and water, and a brown bob just left the salon. He looked friendly and nice, and totally shaved skull. He had a small tattoo on one side of the neck, hardly to be seen.

"I feel comfortable here?" She asked, smiling.

Christian looked into her eyes and said: "For now good. More than enough to pay my rent. "

"You have made friends with someone?" But urged the girl, with a mischievous smile.

uncomfortable, eloquent Christian glanced around: apart from Michelle, his colleagues were all middle-aged high school girls.

"You should go to some other environment, expand a bit 'your horizons began to freewheel Maggie:" Attending a few local. We are in town on purpose, no? You miss a lot of fun evening. "

Christian the evening he came home completely exhausted, but it was hard to explain to her. When he spoke he felt the relief and with a strange feeling to be reflected in a distorting filter. Sure, he had real difficulties relational knew, but was not only to the problem ...

not heard the answer, the girl clapped a hand on the table, smiling and impassioned: "We are no longer in high school, Christian. It is time out of your holster, and that could do as your all. "

" I know, "he said almost guilty, "Is not that ..."

"You're afraid," she ruled, picking up the situation: "And you understand, but it denies you fall in love, to live many nice things. It's not fair that you punish. You know Rick, "she began, turning to her boyfriend:" Christian has spent all the years of school to devour a TV show after another, and promptly takes a crush on one of the male protagonists. Obviously did not say to anybody, but you could read it in the face "turned back to Christian, who considered the volume of the voice that Maggie was holding, was beginning to feel fairly uncomfortable: "I do not think you can continue to live in virtuality ... If only you wanted to, you could be a real boy! You have the right to realize your dreams like everyone else. "

" Shh ... "silenced her Christian, totally embarrassed. This was easy, you ... But it was not true that Christian was afraid.

No.

was completely terrified.

And it was annoying to hear bounce in the face.

Rick smiled and almost trying to apologize to his girlfriend's voice, and he began: "In spite of his ways a bit 'questionable, Maggie is right. You should get out a bit 'more. In this respect, forgive me, but I have arranged a blind date. Why I'm here. "

Maggie's boyfriend was usually placed a kind and mature, with its sweetness. For this reason Christian was speechless. If that speech had come from Maggie, probably would have become bloody and would have accused and condemned to hide your embarrassment. But now it was simply thrilled. Why you put him? Why was not like any straight man of sound mind, and he sat on the sidelines? If he thought it should intervene in the emotional life of Christian had to be really at the stage end.

"What ...?"

"Give me a chance: I spoke to you a colleague and I proposed to him the thing. It is more than happy to meet a nice guy like you. In my opinion there is what you want at the moment: is that a lot of fun, running for local. It might bring. His name is Cooper and I think you would do very well when someone like him. I agree with Maggie that you should have some fun '. "

" Ah ... "could only mean Christian. Anyone could have replied to Rick's mind his own business, but Christian was kind of mind and the other was a nice person, so it was very difficult to take it openly. Inwardly, however, the boy was a river in flood: the very idea of a blind date's throat dried up.

"Do not do that, Christian! "Maggie interjected with passion:" No one said you have to marry him, or even that you should be nice. You just know . Do not hide behind the usual excuses. "

" And when would it be? "Said Christian, looking to be collaborative. Maybe now Rick told him to bring him a day, which would have been even more painful.

But the shaven boy said with a quiet smile: "Tonight, at nine. We met in front of the obelisk, "a sip 'of his coffee, then added as a postscript: "If you is fine ..."

"How ... How's that?" uttered Christian, unable impedirselo: "You've already made an agreement with him, and I up to five minutes ago I did not even have an appointment? "

Meanwhile Maggie laughed in his sleeve, he adored his coolness with which Rick could say anything. If she had dared to propose such a thing a Christian, he would surely have triggered World War III. Instead, Rick, as nothing could in some way to keep it at bay.

"Come, Christian," she purred, leaning forward on the table: "From this possibility. From us, beat it yourself. The principles of story telling, if they exist, are outside the castle. Not meet some nice people where you're just standing still. "

" I met some nice men, but "he let out in an attempt to defend his pride. He achieved the desired effect, but not liked, because Maggie stretched out her ears.

"Listen Hear "she said seriously:" So you are also able to flirt with someone! "

" I did not say this, "he said, blushing again, and lowered his voice:" I only said that of handsome men I see myself. "

" Men like you, you mean? "she insisted.

"Um ... I have no idea," he whispered, "Belli were beautiful, all ..."

"Come on, says "she squealed, leaning his face on his hands.

Now Christian was trapped. How do you explain the matter of the Silk Palace in May? He wanted to skirt the issue, but with those four affected eyes focused on him was difficult.

"Two days ago," surrendered "I went to a concert on the sly. The group's name ... "knew to lie in part, but if it was not the case, did not want to give too much information:" Gunfire Wings. They played in a room near here. For a number of occasions have had the good fortune to enter without paying admission. Only that a security officer I sgam. I must not be his was very nice. "

" When you talk about handsome men you refer to him? "Said Maggie, recording a pause too long Christian, who was lost in thoughts distracted.

He winced, and his face was painted again with shame: "I was impressed because he was very young. And ... uh ... It was too good to be a policeman. He was not aggressive, but had an attitude ... very hard. Aroused a lot of fear. "

"U-uh ... The charm of the currency," said Maggie with an insinuating smile, "You got a crush on a cop, then?"

The question was so unexpected that Christian felt the palpitations in the chest rise and wondered what to take. Only now he realized that as soon as Maggie had spoken of "principles of fairy tales, for some reason had now occurred to the man in uniform. William. William Winter. It seemed, indeed, in all respects, a prince. A tanned prince with eyes of heaven. So perfect that you could hear a Christian puppet of biscuit, next to him. Just about to break.

And to say that had not been very kind to him, nor comprehensive. But then, it was Christian's fault. Winter had only done his job. William Winter, with the initial double as attractive and ethereal. Yes, it was the type to which as a Christian was fantasizing for months. It was as unblemished heroes of which he was a child, as Maggie had said, fell in love with her.

"It's not a crush," said Christian, however, trying to sound cool: "As soon as I know."

"How did it go?" Maggie asked with a hint of disappointment.

"I had to run away because I did not stop. I entered the first door I found, and ... "He paused

. Only then came back to mind with precision Tyler. The solar musician who had invited him to enter the dressing room, who had spoken to him as an old friend. The tension he felt the Christian memory of that day suddenly broke into a smile. The only thing I was happy, in his life recently, Tyler was that he saved. Or so he liked to think. The scaffolding was collapsing on me and Christian had a hair swept away.

"E..?"

"And no, I met another nice guy," Chris smiled, this time participating in the game: "One of those who played in the group. Basically I went into a dressing room and there I found him there. He was very polite ... I drove, in fact. Without knowing it helped me. "

" Oh " Maggie said with eyes that shone: "And how?"

He thought and said: "His name is Tyler. The surname I do not know. It seems like a great ... If you look at it, you wonder which one with that look and that aspect has not yet broken through in the music world. I think it's also pretty good, even if I do not mean "the music of Wings was Gunfire rang out in the minds of Christian, and printed in focus, even before you really feel:" It seems strange to have the talent to warm the heart, while talking to you. I would really like to know a person like that. "

Strangely, speaking of Christian he did not feel any compunction to be honest. Maggie looked carefully relaxed smile that, unwittingly, he had painted on the face of his friend and said, "You are fickle. It promises to slap a triangle. "

" Macchi triangle "Christian laughed nervously driving out the idea with a wave of his hand:" We barely know, and probably I will see them again. I do not know if it would ever be interested in me. Well, to tell the truth to the kids like Tyler, but ... "

the only pronounce that sentence, Maggie sat up antennas, "the musician told you that he likes men? But why have not you tried? Why do we talk and you do not even a shred of phone number? Have you made up his mind not to see them again before you try a minimum, tell the truth ... "

" The situation is more complicated ... "conveyed Christian not knowing how curb the situation.

Fu Rick to stop them, however, handing him a note: "Almost forgot: here is the phone number of Cooper. Give him a chance, okay? I say this for your own good, rather than his. "

Christian picked it up, not knowing what to do or say. Finally he gave up and put it in your wallet, almost without realizing that in this way had virtually guaranteed his presence in front of the obelisk that evening at nine.

At that moment the doorbell rang, a sign that someone had entered the diner. Many eyes got up shocked at the sight a girl with blond braids, from clothes firmly on dark-lolita. Her skin seemed made of fine china, and walked as if gravity did not exist for her, as if he were on the moon instead of a local of the American West.

He walked like a dragonfly sent to the owner, and the voice of a singer asked, "Where can I find Christian Airman?"

Michelle had a look full of disapproval, but he gave it , the newcomer, who was still a guest of its cafeteria, on the contrary it was all for Christian, in a nanosecond as if it had decreed that he was solely responsible for this strange situation.

The girl raised her hand by the strange behavior where there was an envelope and said, "I have to give him a letter from her grandfather. It is urgent. "

Before the blonde did miss a few words too, before anyone noticed his orange irises, Christian pulled up abruptly and said, agitated," I'm here. "

She turned, studying it curiously, then reached hand to him and he repeated the exact same tone: "I have to deliver a letter from your grandfather Anemos. It is urgent. "

" Follow me out, "he murmured almost pleading. Then he glanced at a spelling Michelle "Have patience." But it was by no means certain that the woman should have her.

He had not bothered to explain anything to Maggie and Rick. He prayed only that they remain where they were seated, while he went out with the dark-lolita.

"Who are you?" Said Christian when he was certain to be out of earshot.

"tril," she said, moving his lips lacquered rose into a smile.

"tril, my grandfather know that I should look at work or in public roads?" He said in embarrassment syncopation.

"He said he no longer responds to the messages you send. He said that once you were so obedient, but now you do pray. He said he just had to send me, who wants to see you, "she said as a child.

"But I can not make me seen with spirits or fairies ... or like you, or whatever you are! I do not live in your world, I am a normal person. A normal human being. "

" He said he did not go to see him when I called she said, as not understanding the problem: "And therefore had no choice."

He snorted, trying to reason: "And when I see it?"

"Now."

"Now?" he burst out: "But I'm working!"

"You have twenty minutes at most," said tril becoming serious, then turned on his heels and walked away without adding anything.

Christian looked at the envelope, sealed with wax. He had to invent an excuse quick.

Finally he said to Michelle that her grandfather had misheard, and if you could please run the hospital. At the time, Christian was so nervous about the situation at all pleasant or desired by him, which did not bother to be superstitious health the grandfather was seen as urgent, the well was.

Michelle looked at him sideways, clearly not trusting at all - Christian and was a lousy liar - but eventually gave his consent. Maggie and Rick even in their own way, he looked dazed, but had the good heart of not asking for anything. Perhaps, from their point of view, it was touch. Although Maggie had to find some strange idea that the Christian accorresse walk to the hospital by his grandfather, as far as I knew her, it did not live in the city.

But it was not the time to respond questions. The boy had briefly greeted and walked out, heading towards the first shopping center and the first public bath. When he was alone and safe in one of the compartments, he opened the envelope with a snort.

That kind of envelopes were normal. There were no messages in it, but only a blank sheet of paper, soaked in a liquid and scented with rosemary. Just confused the senses through smell, and you did not even have time to realize that nothing of a second after you were in another world.

Christian Now, as planned, was inside the gloomy building where his grandfather lived. An ancient castle, practically released by an illustration of fairy tales gothic, no one could see and yet found on Earth like any gas station, shop like a normal newspaper. It was a long time since he returned there in front of the door of that office, where his grandfather Anemos worked every day, but when he thought not to have never left.

collapsed to sit in the waiting room shooting. There were only three other people in the room, a petite girl like china, which seemed to copy tril but with short hair and green, which served tea. A strange being lower than a meter that seemed a large purple anthropomorphic pig, which at that time looked forward to a clock onion pulled out of a stylish vest. And a woman sitting just in front of about thirty, dressed as you would expect from a gypsy who reads the papers. Even had even a glass ball in his hands, which distracted the lines traced with the fingers of his right hand. Do not take his eyes off a Christian, so he warned him on the skin are almost uncomfortable. He hoped that his turn came soon.

"You are the grandson of Anemos, right? It is a pleasure to see you, "said the woman, who really look a charlatan straight out of a tent.

He nodded his head, trying to be more educated but can not answer. He glanced at the closed door, where stands a golden plaque that reads: ANEMOS. Vigilante Land-Air, the statement that according to the Christian experience is not meant virtually nothing.

But the woman did not give up, "I see many things in your purpose in my sphere. Upcoming events. You have started something. "

Christian knew that the crystal ball was not used to anything.

She took a deep voice, not losing the cheeky smile: "I see three people soon will be very important for you. They will also be good allies. "

" I also like to see this kind of future, and not only accidents and disasters, "he said caustically.

"... but you'll find yourself having to make a choice. You seem very difficult, "she went on, with a sigh.

"I'm not going to pay, if that's what he thinks. I did not asked for anything, "he said, too nervous.

But she had not yet finished: "But fear not, you will also be of help to them."

"But she is listening?" He snapped, trying to keep the calm voice.

"Usually people are happy, when I talk to them about their soul mate and stuff like that," she said, relaxing and almost changing voice.

He stiffened in his chair: "What got to do a soul mate?"

"What else do you think you were talking about? Love is all, is not it? "She said, stretching:" My clients do not ask me more. "

" listening, not that I care particularly, "he said resignedly: & ldquo , but she first spoke of their . Not a single person. "

She smiled slyly," And in fact I told you that you have to choose. "

He blushed, lowering his eyes on the floor. Then, swallowing, cowardly whispered: "So you're talking about ... Hmm ..."

"The three men?" she asked, eyes widening curious.

He pulled up her head, purple and deeply hopeful: "He saw that too?"

The woman blinked, "No, but it does not take supernatural powers to understand that this is ; that you sorely needed. "

Seeing almost offended, she began to laugh in a musical way. Christian felt with dignity in their shoes, he probably would have talked more, hunting in the streets if possible worse, but just then the little green-haired fairy called it "Christian, right? Mr. Anemos says he can see you now! "

While the gypsy was still laughing, and even with the embarrassment that tinged her face, Christian got up and made some hand put hand to the doorknob. When he was in, without even saying goodbye, without even looking at his grandfather's face, said to break the ice:

"Who is that girl dressed as a weird guy? It seems out of the worst of the cards. "

The man at the desk looked up, and half-smiled under the long gray mustache, and stamped cards after giving him a quick glance:" It's Myriam . She is like you, his grandmother is a dear friend. It can read the future too. "

" I would not use the expression she "Christian said with weary calm, taking a chair in front of the desk and collapse above:" You do not faint in the middle the crowd, does not wake up at night screaming so loud as to frighten the neighbors, do not lose their jobs because of the species has occasional seizures, shall not run at every corner to try to prevent accidents without being believed by anyone. She sees the future when he wants. It also fails to make a buck, because people love to hear what kind of weather. "

" It is true, is very good with relationships "he nodded:" But apart from the links can not predict anything. But you have one of those gifts that you can be of benefit to humans. And if you strive, might be able to control it better. "

" Why did you call me here? "Said Christian, and his tone took on a darker connotation of sad child.

Man suspended what he was doing and laced his fingers on the desk. He had long hair and thick eyebrows, but his face did not seem as old as it should: "For months you do not hear anymore. From me. Since you moved. "

Guilty, Christian tried to be firm on decisions taken many times before: "As you say, I'm trying to handle my problem. Because of the problem was. Unfortunately, over the years is getting worse. The visions come to me more often. I do not come here anymore because you are trying to convince me, like you always do, to be handled better. But no, not what I want. I will finally be left alone until you can. Have a normal life without spirits or fairies or chilling weather ... And for this I must cut this relationship I have with you. After all, it's as if there were. My parents are Arthur and Carol Porter. Your son is not never been anything in my life. So actually, you and I are not really related. "

Anemos made a long pause, did not betray any emotion, nor sorrow, nor anger, nor offended. Then he blinked and said only: "Even today you insist not to use their last name, though."

Those simple words hit on Christian living, and almost tried to apologize " If I had taken the surname Porter, in a sense I would have arbitrarily imposed a burden not to Arthur's. As a child, until I have so many problems, I can not weigh much on his shoulders. "

" why did you move? "said the other, there was a hint of understanding in his voice:" Listen . You should stop calling him 'problem'. Yours is a gift to the world of men even more than for the spirit world. Trust me. "

" You know I do not agree on this, "said Christian, trying to remain polite," I do not think I never will be. "

He loved to Anemos. But their relationship, the tightrope from one half-swallowed by a lack untenable, it was too difficult to pursue. Meant to accept the supernatural Christian life, and at the same time to recall that in his absence the past. What he wanted, the idea that above all reassured him, had run to a normal and ordinary life and let this side of existence behind it. It was just one quarter, a poor quarter of his blood, but the tugging like a runaway horse.

"How Caroline is, "asked the grandfather with a friendly smile, just to change the subject:" And Arthur? I hope I have not taken too bad, you're away. "

" It's just because you wanted to see me, I'm here? "Christian asked, calm and direct:" Either there is other? "

The man at the desk stiffened, but then decided to speak as quickly as possible, as if to remove his thought:" There is a group of spirits that is creating many problems in the east. Infest, steal, take advantage of human beings in various ways, and there's no way to repress them, for now. "

" Well? "Christian said almost in a whisper.

"It seems that Noel is one of the factors leading to this cell crazy."

Only now the voice of Christian went up in tone, as if someone had touched the key tune on the piano " So what? "

" So I wanted to warn you. Could happen in the end decide to move in big cities. Or there are chances that we pass through sensitive. "

" I see, "nodded the boy harshly:" I will try to ensure that it is not my problem. That's it? "

" For now, yes, "the man said, turning on his papers:" I also wanted to see if he was okay. And I did. "

Feeling dismissed, Christian pulled up his feet, but then he hesitated, suddenly in doubt: "Look, Grandpa, I'm sorry not to be more to come. You did not do anything. It's just that ... "

" I know, "he said only Anemos, including how it was always:" I know. But every now and see the facts, whatever you want. I have no ulterior motives in this regard, and I do not like not either pick you up in weight as it is today. "

Only now, Christian broke into a smile:" Where did you find those bright young girls who work for you ?

"I do, please" Anemos said with a slight familiarity: "Very diligent, but difficult to manage."

In a way, Christian would never be used to this madness. A book of fairy tales from this nonsense matters disguised as normal, only a select few in him and his condition was allowed to see. He still had with him the envelope and opened it a second time.

was in the mall Sunny Field, exactly where it was before the move. Breath: pure, simple normality. Shops, clubs, restaurants. Almost felt like the emergence in the chest to show up at as soon as possible to its very normal blind date.

Well, do not exaggerate. The thought was still a Christian literally get goose bumps. And there were no fairies or spirits that could destabilize the most.

emerged from the bathroom, decided to leave the shopping center needed a breath of fresh air. Perhaps he would be back at the diner, telling a story about a false alarm at that time really wanted to work as much as possible. It was the best way to find your size and not think about anything else, all that he could not manage.

meanwhile walked in the opposite direction to the local, deciding what to do. He liked that avenue and bright day, and if only it had been more cunning took advantage of the situation to enjoy the free afternoon. But he knew that he would not.

He was about to turn back, but only a gesture to a close all too familiar across the oblique head, turning off the view for a moment.

"Oh, no," she whispered, hoping that, as sometimes happened, it was a false alarm. He tried to concentrate, to control what he saw, to reject the automatisms of his psyche, but it was still capable. He felt the blood drain from her face, and the light did not return. He lost his perception of the body, and was totally absorbed in his vision and had too many together, overlapped with neither prevail over the others. A man pointed a gun at his head, a girl's mouth was filled with food, to feel ill, a woman cried with a pain-de-sac, a guy in a bar fell to the ground for too much alcohol, his head throbbed and that seemed to leave the body. Christian in a moment he could hear everything: tears, headache, the bullet that shattered his skull, the vomit rising in my throat. And not even a name, not a figure that would allow him to rescue those people. How many times had happened.

Someone slapped him lightly in the face. Christian noticed to be sitting against the wall. He opened his eyes, and a lady looked at him apprehensively along with other four or five people.

"Boy, are you okay?" Said the female voice, a mother worried, "You're pale as a corpse!"

with confused ideas, Christian noticed someone in the background saying to someone else: "Go and seek help." Footsteps. Each voice was still so separate from everything else, much more than the voices of his tragic vision.

He forced himself, with an enormous effort of will, to try to stand up. It had a lever on the wall that was leaning, and closed his eyes focus better. When he opened them, were turned down.

There was the lady with the suit before him. Christian looked up and met the eyes of a face just as surprised. With a start in that beautiful man's face the boy instantly recognized the character of the agent Winter, and as if that name had triggered an automatic reaction, he felt blood run cold.

imperceptible, the surprise depicted on the face of the agent is erased to make way for a new veil, impenetrable seriousness: "You feel bad, boy?"

That surprises Christian tone, still not very polished. For a moment he thought that the man had not recognized. Yet, surprisingly, that expression had read for a second ...

The lady with the suit went to the police apprehensive and said: "You fainted in the street, Officer. It took two minutes for him to return to good sense. Perhaps it is best to get him to hospital. "

only now that Christian took his rescuers were called to the man. Probably the first representative of the police who had found around.

"I'll" dry Winter said: "Do not worry. Now leave him a bit 'of space. "

On the face of Christian was still embedded sweat cold. He did not have to look good. He felt the light touch of the policeman on his arm, and asked him: "You need the hospital?"

"Er" for some reason, Christian man, always ended with stuttering or sputter; but in his physical or mental condition of the moment, it was quite inevitable, "No ... Only a low blood sugar."

"Can you walk?" asked the man with zeal, while passers-by Christian Aid had begun to displaced. Him, but could not stop looking blue eyes hypnotically Winter, nodded obediently.

"Then come with me" said the man in uniform.

"Really ..."

"Come with me, I said" Winter repeated with little more firmly.

Peacefully, still unsteady on his legs, Christian resolved to walk, escorted by the agent process just to his left. He wondered by what strange chance, between all the people in that city who could help him, he just had happened.

"You're a real cop?" Christian asked, almost hearing the outside, almost without realizing it. Perhaps the silence was too heavy. He feared at any moment that the agent could bring to the table their last meeting, at which point the boy did not know how to get out. She hoped fervently that spared him the sky.

But, unexpectedly, Winter pretended not to hear any questions. He stopped only when he came the vending machine that was next to a shop. He tried something in their pockets.

Christian did not understand his intentions for a few seconds, but he stayed good and with his tail between his legs, anxious that the man say something. Whatever. Then he saw Winter absently counting some coins in the palm of your hand. Christian stared at him so hard that the man came to look up, and how to give explanations did, in a voice almost listless, "You said you had a low blood sugar."

Only now including Christian, and hastened to say: "Wait, I do!"

But extending the arm, Winter put the coins in the vending machine in one motion and chose a fruit juice. He bent to pick it up and offered it to the boy.

Stunned, Christian took it mechanically, totally forgetting to thank. For some reason, felt a tension in the air at all encouraging.

the end, without any change in tone, Winter said: "I did not think to see you again so soon. Let alone to find you lying unconscious in the street. "

That's the point. Christian felt through by a rush of adrenaline, and his eyes expressed a visible fear. He remained silent, hoping that the man was to continue.

string just your eyes, Christian Winter looked with extreme suspicion, and then his voice was changed, becoming slightly hostile: "It was interesting. Someone screams in the face that the Silk Palace will be a fire as an excuse to get inside, and half an hour after a fire really. "

Not knowing how to hold that look inquisitive, Christian dropped eyes. My heart was pounding with fear. Maybe it was really in trouble, and did not know how to hunt out.

The agent continued to look down with a barely perceptible anger: "No wonder. If a fire breaks out and only a few minutes before someone, especially out of my head, sing praises to your fire, police is not difficult to put two and two. The problem here is that instead there were doubts about the identity of the person responsible immediately. Apart from the fact that he lost his life, this case is smoother yarn oil. You tell me that I should think, "asked to treason.

"How ...?" Christian exhaled, feeling now emptied of all energy from any justification.

"You tell me what should I do now?" Repeated Winter, and mixed with extreme severity, there was a hand of sincere personal frustration and confusion: "I should arrest you? Maybe I should. Perhaps you deserve it. But who could give me credit in the police? "

" I did not do anything! " Christian said exasperated, seeing no more way out. It was not the first time that his problem exposed him to risk being arrested. The despair that had just exploded from the throat was not addressed to the agent, but to himself. He was sick of all those troubles go every time he tried to help someone. It was too difficult.

Oddly, Winter's not angry anymore, but rather, seemed to want to control, indicating the juice with a movement of the head and said, "You should drink it."

Almost obeying a order, Christian nodded sadly and unscrewed the cap.

Agent Winter said the contours of the brown eyes of Christian, which remained low. He could see only her eyes, but it was enough to observe the degradation that marked the boy now. Bringing out a question from the day of the fire remained suspended in midair, the agent asked now, trying to mask the nuance of understanding that could perhaps have uscirgli: "What is your name?"

As an obedient dog and killed, the boy replied: "Christian."

Winter's voice became harder as he fell to succeed in his eyes.

"You have drug problems, Christian?"

that question the boy startled visibly, and looked like a man hoping that he was making fun of.

"How?"

With no discount, the other said dryly: "It is absolutely normal for a boy your age like that faint in the middle of a road. He did not look a low blood sugar, are not so stupid. "

In tone, in the words of the agent there was no hint of concern, or familiarity. Only a simple and direct condemnation. Chris felt his eyes stinging with tears that were emerging.

looked at the man again, his skin from the sun dipped, the high profile of the body. He had long hair just enough to keep them in place with a rubber band, that day, a short tail. And Christian is asked why a man so beautiful at all costs wanted to prove so unbearable.

"I do not do drugs" conveyed Christian plan.

"I have some doubt about it," Sharp said Winter, "Now, if you allow, I would still avoid meeting in suspicious situations, Christian. I think I had enough for this life. I will pass over the face of the Silk Palace, with great effort, but if you repeat ... This time I will explain. "

Humiliated, Christian would not say anything. It was useless: Winter could not understand. We merely observe, and eventually distracted.

"You ..." could not help but wonder at the end, turned to the policeman: "You're right, Agent Winter? I mean, no one was hurt? At the Silk Palace. "

In a sense, Christian felt even more stupid to ask that question, and knew that he could even appear hypocritical. But failed to your impedirselo.

Surprised, Winter's blue eyes widened, "No. Not even a scratch. I thought it was way worse you. Anyway ... "she hesitated," Christian, I'm Will. I mean, "he paused again, in an attempt not to seem too friendly or being misunderstood:" Anyone who calls me well, hardly anyone turns to me by last name. I do not think you have many years younger than me, so ... And then I often patrol in the area of the city. "

" Oh, "said Christian surprise is hidden behind the fruit juice heartedly pretending to sip . Sought to investigate whether the tone of his party was quiet, patronizing, hostile, but not was no evidence to help her. As far as I understood him, the policeman was putting on his level, or just the opposite. It was mere formality in which to hide a sincere aversion.

It looked like much more trouble to his tone when Will sighed wearily and said: "Where do you live? Need me take you home? "

Christian trembled imperceptibly, and hastened to say:" No, no ... I'm fine now. "

" Sure? "

"Um ... I've already held too," said Christian, while the discomfort grew. Will the agent was more close than a pile of bones he felt rather stupid.

Only now, for the first time, the agent smiled, but it was a smile half-heartedly without any real joy, a smile acid and intimidating: "I do not think I'm still here only to provide a juice fruit and you recover the sugars. If I wasted so much time with you, because you know that I went down the thing as last time. You got it. Know that you keep an eye on. "

Slowly the bitter smile had disappeared to give way to the usual charismatic earnestness. Will all that said, though without any pride, it sounded like an order that you could not refuse.

In fact, the cop was in his way a lot of uncertainty in that situation unexpected in unexpected encounter. He saw the expression of Christian - he knew now that his name was inextricably stuck to his person - be darker to his every word. But did not react. Everything about him screamed guilt, and his conduct was objectively between the suspect and the irrational, and yet ... the eyes of Christian were empty of all lies. It was something difficult to decipher, and Will put on edge.

Christian took his leave with a melancholy gesture of his head, unable to say anything. While going on until just before turning for home, still felt those eyes inquisitors and judges press on his back. Just perfect. Now there were also those who were convinced that he was an addict.